around the bend

We all know for a fact that all that happens is for a reason and more often than not that reason is good! But while your wading your way through disappointments about things you wanted but that did not happen because and most probably they were never meant to happen and wouldn't have led you to the right reason... you cannot stop yourself from wondering what it was that you did wrong and so did not reach your target. At that time you will always find someone around you who has just found the reason which was caused due to a past disappointment, and you cannot stop them from telling you the obvious which you certainly do not wish to believe! Also what is one supposed to do when the reason takes too long to be realized, until then you bear the burden of disappointment and just move along desperately looking for the reason! Needless to say the disappointment always weighs heavy and your even desperate attempts add to the load you carry... and what if the disappointment arose from something you never really wanted to start with but then made yourself believe that it is what you want. It all still moves on... and eventually the reason appears... hang in there is the credo... i guess...