02:37AM, that's what my system clock reads... m still awake.. its a surprise to me...
07:00PM that's when i started watching scrubs... haven't stopped as yet... seen about 20 episodes.. maybe i'll watch a few more... why am i doing this... to prove something... what i know not.. why.. i know not.. to whom... has to be me!
jus blew some smoke out in the balcony... remembered the time i stood there little less than a yr ago... slight drizzle... blew off maybe 10 or more back to back... why.. i dont want to recollect!
am i sleepy... i think not... do i want to sleep... yes some part of me jus wants to crash... will i sleep tonight... seems unlikely but knowing me... may be i'll manage to sneak maybe an hour or two...
is the mind at peace... i wish to believe... wats on it... lots... any clarity... none... hope for clarity.. again i wish to believe so.. reality... maybe not.
worried about tomorrow morning... yes, the part that wants to crash is slightly worried... most of me.. says who cares a damn...
under influence of anything... none... wish i were... not really...
calm... in a way
restless... used to it... but yes i guess...
worried... maybe a little... about what... know not...
looking for an out of body experience... what is it... maybe yes...
clarity in thoughts... random as can be...
regrets... a few.. but mostly neutral...
happy... in a certain way...
looking for change.. desperately... working towards it... not at all... motivation to work towards it... nascent...
crash... long way for it... think you'll reach there... unlikely
work... monotonous... want to continue... yes... reason... lethargy...
worried about who reads it... cant care less...
dreams... unbound... initiation... little...
emotions... high... why... maybe just for the heck of it... for kicks maybe...
rational... not at all... realisation of the fact... good... actions taken... none... planned... none
randomness... soaring...
chain of thoughts... in space no gravity... direction... everywhere...
conclusion... not looking for...
passion... dying...
wat will be the next morning... a cool peaceful sunrise...
the future... hardly care anymore... seriously... or maybe wish to believe so...
past... a blur... care... none
anything more... lots... what... mangled thoughts with no words...
02:57AM, end of banter... resume watching
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Five againt one. The Peal Jam Story - Kim Neely - The story of one of the worlds greatest rock band, Pearl Jam. A must read if you are a fan of the band, otherwise read it for the interesting personalities that make up the band. An account of the early days of the band, its members, thier music and life in the band.
From Beirut to Jerusalem - Thomas L. Friedman - The author's journey from Beirut to Jerusalem through the middle east crisis. If you want to learn about and experience the life in the middle east, if you know nothing about it read this book. An excellent account weaved around personal experiences, thoughts, self examination and reality.
Maximum City - Suketu Mehta - A book about Bombay (now Mumbai). This one talks about the dark side, the under belly, the Bombay we all know exists but ignore in our day to day lives in the city. A take on the city from a resident who left it in his childhood years to return in adulthood to rediscover and re-experience the city but this time with an authors mind.
The White Tiger - Aravind Adiga - A must read work of fiction. Deservedly won the booker prize.
A Whole New Mind - Daniel Pink - Why right brainers will rule the world in the future. If you are a creative or interested do read this book for an insight into the creative brain!
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