and so it goes...

... a full circle... similar scene from the past... but this time the actors are all different... its the same room, right... you are there... well you are sitting in a new chair now or maybe a different bed... the talks meander in a very similar manner like in the scene from the past... its mostly the same... the look... but the feel is kinna different.... its like the beginning of a new ball game... you are in the same stadium though.... or rather you just waited there long enough for a new game...

this time you're a lil more cautious... more calm.... more of a silent observer... watching things as they go past your window. A man walks past that window, he can't decipher if your dead or just too old to move... a bird flies right over that man...across the road there is a kid staring at that bird... hoping it'd drop on that man's head... you don't see all this... this is way too external to where you are right now...
back in the room... actors willingly participate in the chaos... you just sit there doing nothing... some walk around restlessly and come back and sit down... as if they are waiting for someone... but they really are just restless... they are new, they are on their guard... they can't sit too long, doin nothing.... one other calls for you to participate more actively than just being there... you ignore make a joke and get back to your existence...

you remember all this from the previous time... you know where its all headed... you are too done with this game... it may not even be a game... you just wish to believe its a game... slowly all scatter... some still remain... you are still there doing something...

everyone's loosing energy... you too are slipping away... background noise turns to more of a continuous rustle... its irritating you... you continue to slip deeper... into a void... you hear a few mumbles once in a while... they too fade away... suddenly its black peace... maybe you think... part 1 of the game is over... maybe u dont....